December 2011
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Anybody else in the UK spending NYE on their own?
I want to talk to you ): I feel so lonely.. Booooooooooooo. Only 20mins until it turns 2012 ahh
The truth is, nobody really cares about anything that happens to you unless it’s concerns them. Society today is fucked. Let’s face it, with every new generation no one learns from their mistakes.
2012.. Please, please be a better year.
The biggest lesson I learned in 2011.
Be careful who you trust, and vent to. You never know who could turn against you. You never know if they are going to tell everyone your secrets. You will never know if will stay and who will leave.
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I really don’t understand my parents. I study hard for them, get good grades, stay in and revise most of time, help them out at the shop and they wont even let me out to celebrate NYE. What more do they want from me?
Oh sweet baby Jesus of mother of Bethlehem. You know that short 2second clip I posted before of some sexy Lambo I saw? I just found out my mate was in it. OMG. HE SHOULD OF BEEPED WHEN HE SAW ME. And then I would of hopped in the ride like a sexy mofo. Oh damn.. What are the chances. :(
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WatchI saw a sexy ass yellow Lamborghini today. I accidentally recorded it instead of taking a picture because my friend was telling me to be ‘quick quickkkkk.’ Hahaha. Seeing it gave me an orgasm
Cute couples makes me so depressed.
Wow..
Someone asked me out on Christmas day. One of the least things I would expect to happen.
So sweet :)
This time last year.. everything was so...
georgeyy asked: How are you?
WatchBRIAN PUSPOS <3 I couldn’t stop staring at him. Oh dayummmm boy
It's Christmas eve tomorrow :)
That "I don't know what to do" feeling sucks.
My mind was stuck like this for 10 bloody months.
That awkward moment when you start smiling like an...
Hahahahha. This happened to me when I was working at my shop and the customers were looking at me as if I was a total weirdoooo
I wanted to spend my holidays with you.
I wish you were here ……… ):
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Just then I was getting ready to go out.. I heard this REALLY big bang on the door and I thought “who the hell is that knocking on the door so angrily?!” I was kinda scared ): I went to the door and saw my Granddad with a big frown on his face, wearing his New York Yankees cap. OMGAHHHHHH. Granddad with styleeeee! I haven’t seen him in monthss! ASDFGHJKL. I love him. I...
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I love my brother.
About a year ago I received some pretty shocking news. My brother was getting bullied. Do you know why it was shocking? Because he’s not the type of person to get bullied. He’s one of them people who jokes around, fun-loving, someone who you can easily get along with. This happened when I was in the same high school as my brother (I was 15 and he was 14). I came home one day and went...
Anonymous asked: Whats your religious views?
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Always happens.
Me: Can you promise me something?
Him/her: Yeah, what?
Me: Promise me you'll never leave me?
Him/her: I promise.
The amount of times people have promised this to me, and what do they do end up doing? They end up leaving me when I'm needing them the most. "For every promise there's a price to pay".. We all know what the price is here to pay.
A bestfriend of the opposite sex
In my opinion, this is like the best type of relationship you can get. Just being able to play jokes on someone and having a person to kick it with all the time feels so good. I also prefer it over a guy to guy friendship ( or girl to girl ) because it’s so much easier to talk about your problems with the opposite sex.
Omg. I follow some HOT fricking people on tumblr.
And then I look at the people here where I live.. Oh…………..
Manners are always attractive.
Always.
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MOTHER FRICKING YES.
I’m going to Drakes concert next year! Omg. So so so so so happy.
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I’m ditching my maths lesson tomorrow morning, just so I can buy tickets for DRAKE’s concert.. YEAH BOII
rawwrr-panda asked: YOU HAVE LEG MUSCLES D=!
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ayoduy asked: Hey Vivian, are you ok? I've noticed that you have been talking a lot about how you are being hurt by somebody emotionally. I'm assuming love? I understand if you don't want to talk about it but just remember when I promised you that I can't make all of your problems go away, but I promise I'll stand by you so you don't have to face them alone. I know that I may not...
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Waiting for something that will never happen.
I’m wasting my precious time waiting for you.. It feels like you’re worth waiting for but is this true? You don’t even know that I exist for one. Because of this you’ve wasted my past and present time just wondering what will happen next.. and of course waiting for you. It’s getting to the point where it feels like you’re controlling me with this stupid,...
I've drifted away from so many people.
I’m not blaming them for drifting, it’s also my fault for not putting as much effort into the friendship as I used to. I’ve realized that the main reasons why I’ve been drifting from people is because I no longer have anything in common with them and the vibe just isn’t there anymore. I’ve learned to accept the fact that there comes a time in life where people will drift away, even...
That feeling you get when you know it's not the...
I hate not knowing how to help somebody.
Drifting away from the people you used to be the...
Every person that I became close to.. This happened..
Mom's Advice.
Mom: You shouldn't have told him you loved him.
Me: But, I did love him...
Mom: Yeah, but you loved him too much. You never let a guy know you love him more than anything. Because then they won't care if they hurt you, because they know you love him. They know you're not gonna do anything about it. Once they know they have control over you, they start using it against you and take you for granted. He won't care what he does to you, because he knows you care enough to stay with him no matter what he puts you through.
Me: But, what if you love someone enough that you WOULD do anything for him?
Mom: You need to stop that. I taught you to be stronger than this. You don't NEED any guy. Where's your independence? You let people take advantage of you so much, what's wrong with you? You need to be bigger than that. The next guy, don't let him hurt you. If he pushes you over, you push him out on the street. My daughter doesn't deserve that.
Someone who's not ashamed to be with me
That’s the one who I wanna be with. Someone who doesn’t give a fuck about what other people have to say or think about us. Someone who would be proud to be with me instead of hiding me to other people.
I've always wondered if I've ever made an impact...
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It hurts like a bitch when you're being replaced.
Just remember..
Every exit is an entry somewhere. So don’t be afraid to move on. It’s unbelievable what the future holds, and there might be surprises around the corner. Don’t get me wrong, moving on is probably the hardest, toughest thing you will ever go though. There are things you never want to let go of, and people you don’t want to leave behind. But trust me, letting go isn’t the end of the world, it’s a...
I'm done.
Ok that’s it. I’m not going to stress over you anymore.. It isn’t worth it. I tried to work something out but you just ignored it. I’m not trying to say I don’t want you, because honestly.. I definitely do. All I’m saying is I’m done chasing after you.
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Missing an old friend.
Last night I was flicking through some old photos and I stumbled across a friend who I used to be so so close with. It was one of them moments when my mind just totally blanked out and lots of memories came flooding back in. Sigh.. I miss him. It was about year ago? Every time I went into town, he was the one I used to call to make sure if he was in town or not. If he was, he used to always make...
Life's simple. You make choices and you don't look...